Hey Brandon,
Must have been an incredibly tough position you were in... I can relate to that, except i took the other choice - a dream job without the perks of being with the 'team'.
Whatever choice taken has it's downsides, and you will definitely feel a pang of regret at your choice, but one thing to consider is what matters most to you ->
"which could not you live without?"
That said, i'm sure you've made the right choice, and congrats on still landing such a great job!
